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Sunday, February 5th, 2006
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I do not know how to feel but the closest thing i feel is relieved and very happy. To finally know that the girl that I really liked that died before I got to know her better and had a romantic relationship had mutual feelings for me as well. To have that feeling I feel relieved..happy. I do not the emotions that i feeling but there is a plethora of them and is such a rush.
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Saturday, February 4th, 2006
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For those who actually look at this blog, I finally changed the layout and color scheme. Consider this an Urban change or whatever. Nothing has really happened in my life except school started and only got about half my classes and going to have the other half of my classes by next week hopefully. By the way, talking about school there seems like an influx of teeny boppers going to State more, well they ACT teeny boppers and I only see this group of people only at the arcades playing DDR and Initial D. They might as well be because I never see them with backpacks or whatsoever, so go figure I supposed.
Also, I went on Limewire spree lastnight and I only got one thing to say. Nujabes are gourds. I haven't really listened to the Samurai Champloo soundtracks that I downloaded a while back but after listening to them last night, Nujabes and his producing powers is a gourd. Kinda like a Japanese Kayne West.
Well that's all folks.
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Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
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Okay they might have pick the black ranger on Power Rangers to be black to be racist but they pick an asian girl to be the yellow ranger because she had no tits. No joke. So go interpret that however you like.
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Sunday, December 25th, 2005
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Well as you can tell by the journal entry time, the time is 05:23 AM Pacific Time or 08:23 AM Eastern Time for you guys on the East Coast. In other words it is FUCKING HELLA late or early depending on your perspective. Well its Christmas and we just open gifts after we went to midnight mass. Mass was packed as usually and being the ever so "Mayor of Vallejo" I saw 13546576765 people that I knew. Go Figure. Well I know you are all wondering what I got for Christmas, right? Well I will not dissapoint you at all and I got...you've guess it...gift cards. Woot. Not bad gifts necessarily but I expected something more unique because I put a lot of unique gifts on my wishlists. I was not asking for all that much, but hey it's christmas and this year I did not expect anything really. It was only at Mass when I saw a lot of my friends again that it did felt like Christmas and Oliver's party last night help me feel immersive in the holiday season as well. But other than that it was just "vacation".
Now enough of talking bullshit, I got a lot of working out to do. I can feel mash potatoes in my stretch marks.
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Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
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I haven't really used this one before but i just gotta say one thing. Michael McDonald is a lord, he isn't close to EW&F but he is up there.
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Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
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Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
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When i read the last entries on this blog, I can't believe how bad my English is.
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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003
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Wednesday, November 26th, 2003
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mayn i didnt expect this to work or not..and man it has been a while since i ever really "blog" or i guess i should say...LIVEJOURNAL'ED!!! before..but yeah juss testing it...if it still works..i guess it does..uh oh..watch out..ill post later
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mayn this prolly one of or even the horrible weeks that i ever had in my life....=/...it turn out that girl i was taking out on friday she died on the following nite by a stabbing of her uncle....go to vallejonews.com for more details..but mayn it hit me so hard this week...juss right before finals also and my birthday...i prolly hit the lowest of the lowest points in my life...ever...i was so depressed i felt like not living i juss felt like i was going through the motions...and the past three days the held services for her...and i was relly sad...the viewings on thursday and friday and funeral on saturday...it was relly depressing and sad but now it was just time to say goodbye....
RIP MARRIANNE CACERES
Sept. 25, 1984-May 17,2003
May god keep her close to his heart and his kindgom up there and that she may find peace eternally with our Lord, Jesus Christ.
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well the past week has been ehhh...i guess...last day of instruction was last friday...WOO HOO juss about one more week left shool and im done...finished...lets see what classes im failing...hmmm...psychology i prolly have a b....math im pulling a c...and in music im prolly pulling a b...astronomy im pulling an A....so pretty decent grades i suppose..YAY!!! hehehe...well pyschology final on monday...music final on wednesday..and math and astro final on friday...thats how my week is gonnna look...=T...so next week is study study study...well this friday i watch matrix wid marrianne you can call whatever you want..."a date", "hanging out" whatever but the thing is im starting to like her...if there was a perfect girl this is it...i hope it works i suppose..but knowing meeh i can prolly screw it up like i always do...i think my destiny is to be alone...the lone ranger...
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well another concert and this time it was jurassic 5 and lets say it was pretty tight...firts off was strung out..they were okayyy...about 4 to 5 songs that were pretty tight..but i wasnt relly feeling them...living legends came on next and uhh it was okayyy too...i wasnt relly feeling them it was aiite...but jurassic 5 came on they were tight as hyelll..they did a lil dj thing which was pretty tight dey use a frekkin evrythang to make a beat....i mean they're fuckin innovative...dey did mostly everrythang..i recognize most of them...but overall it was aiite...i mean its not the same i guess as punk rock concert...not much energy that is coming out of them...but i guess it was aiite too meeh cause i felt like shiet...i had headache, so fucking hungry at the time, and my feet hurt like hyell...=T...plus they're was "mary jane" everywhere....im like deng totally different from a concert i know...but mayn i got sick or something..im relly tired now...i got like a sore throat and my head is kinda aching
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whell i have a quite a busy day in front of meeh..hmmm first of all i should go finish and touch up my psychology quiz which is due today...prolly the only class that i will be attending today..hahaha...well after i go to pyschology lecture ill be skipping my other classes to go see homegrown....yes!!!! and believe this...for F-R-E-E...FREE...WOOT WOOT...yeah im so happy...this time after knowing their songs i think it will be a much better experience...deng my english sucks...haha shtoopid 370...=P...anywayz ill be in berkeley and i think ning needs some tutoring which i will provide after six...a pretty busssays day ahead in front of meeh...i hope i can make it out alive to go watch on saturday...hahaha
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well there's relly nothing relly happening in the life of gabe..but i feel like writing about something...even though i havent relly experience it on some kind of a level but we feel it every day...this thing im talking bout is you guess it...L-O-V-E....i mean we LOVE our parents, siblings, our relatives and what not...but how do we know? i mean do we treat them differently than some other random person....heh that was a stoopid question you think..but when you do meet some random person you be nice, you be charming and try to get that person to like you correct...but isnt that what you do with your parents and ppl close to you?? hmmmmm...interesting...also when you have "love" between ppl it has be mutual...i mean you cant have one person love a person and the other person not like you at all...when its like that the other person seems like a "stalker" and its not love at all...love i think is wear a the two parties seemed to have a common ground...but also how can "liking" somebody going into "loving" somebody...you must know that i havent experience that feeling of "being love" and "showing love" yet...so i have no idea...i mean there's is a person i like...but into going to loving her...hmmmmm...iono..
well that relly didnt make sense...juss random ish....mebbe next time ill talk about the tax crisis...haha mebbe not..too boring..i think...=P
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| Time: | 10:08 am. |
| Mood: |  optimistic. | | Music: | Dashboard Confessional(Turnpetine Chaser). |
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change my journal pageo...looks more coolio..haha nah i juss change it to match my icon...MEGAMAN!! hehe he's like my frekkin idol or something..haha whell quiz in about 40 minutos i should be taking a shower and get ready..and as spongebob that i am...IM READY..IM READY!! hehe
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whell auditions went okayyyy i guess....=P but we have to go AGAIN on tuesday i guess but whatever we pratice it agen i hope its a lot better than before...whell lets see what happens AGAIN....well after that me and barbie went to library..she went to library to go see her brother or what not...hehe how sweet-y...and i went there to go see that concdrt they usually have; had go see it for my musack class i wasnt gonna go but i did..and it was half as bad as i thought it would be...it was actually pretty good...i liked it...oh welll thats about it on my boring sunday that happened...oh well...payce
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well i guess everything went according to plan on saturday except that competition at vallejo is next saturday instead of this saturday..haha oh well we went to go watch x2 me, darrell, norwin, and mams...i mean kay ann..hahha juss joshin kay ann dont get all defensive but yeah he turned out to be much better than the first one...actually a good sequel...i was blown away by the cameo of COLLOSSUS oh man i dont believe it...hehe whell thats basically what i did yesterday...todayes we have church of course auditions and then tutoring i suppose? mebbe..iono i have to call them to check it out...eww i cant believe i say that....
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hehe its been a while since i blog here...so i did it...didnt relly get anything...but hey i guess if i said it bluntly i should recieve it blunty right...well that's the answer i got and i was expecting a lil bit more..but i guess nawts..."whell what can i say i juss bit my tongue today"..hahaha i guess i choked up and fucked up...oh well i had a math test yesterday..failed as usual...whell i got school in a few minutos gots to get readies and stuff..big days coming up
Friday:pick up Norwin from el cerrito
Idle Me Jam Session
Saturday: uhhh maybe that spring competition at Vallejo
Watching X-2 wid Ellen, Norwin, and Darrell(ahhh...good times)
Sunday:Church w/ Auditions for PID
Tutoring?iono they havent called me yet
hehe its MAY that means Birthdayes are in line..haha 21 days left....
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whell today was a big day for my band, Idle Me...hehehe whell it went well..better than i expect..technically it was the best ive heard..vocally it was good but it could have been better...lets juss blow them outta the water next week GUYS...hahaha..anywayz after auditions i have my tutoring to do...yippeee...it went well i suppose...it turn out to be someone ive been tutoring in one my classes at bethel...what a cahwinky dinkyer..hehe..well finally made some monies..but i also have a tutoring job this wednesday and thursday...wow...i actually have something that resembles a J-O-B...i cant believe it...im not a lazy bum as i used to be..hahaha....on a seriously note...i told myra and darrell what was up and shiet...and they werent as suprise as they would be...myra actually kinda notice wat was up even in december...but at that time it was relly nothing i didnt relly think about it...clearly plutonic as my friend darrell would have to say..haha...but yeah its not what it is as of now which is kinda something..iono..im..not..making..sense...whatever...haha gots to go my edumacation to get skillz...payce
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